T[His] is M.Y. ||TRAGEDY||

[Terawr|The|T.E.R.R.O.R]

After tonight, who knows where we'll be tomorrow.
What if we're never here again?

::
Nicholas

After tonight… this will be a lifetime ago,
So let's stay up until the sky bleeds red::
Niko

And we'll stop stop stop the world from moving,
Stop stop stop the clocks from turning.
Stop this night from fading away::
Canis Lycaon [Eastern Wolf]

This time is ours.
If I could hold this moment in my hands I'd stop the world from moving, I'd stop the clocks from turning::
32 months

This time is ours inside a frozen memory of us.
And we are motionless, motionless::
Sandy brown with darker brown highlights || Frosted Gray/White... I got it from my momma.

Gone like a dream that I have just awoken from,
Fading away, just out of reach.
And we are here, but I already miss you even as you're lying next to me::
Dark green verging on hazel is what people tell me.

And we'll stop stop stop the world from moving,
Stop stop stop the clocks from turning.
Stop this night from fading away::
Proudly a stag

This time is ours.
If I could hold this moment in my hands I'd stop the world from moving, I'd stop the clocks from turning::
I'm currently a lone wolf. As sad as that may seem, it doesn't bother me as much as it should.

This time is ours inside a frozen memory of us.
And we are motionless, motionless::
Others say that I’m not cut out to be an alpha and you know what? I’d have to agree, to an extent… yet on a completely different level I would be the best alpha out there. I’m proud but not unwilling to admit my faults. I’d rather be told my flaws than have people tell me that I’m perfect because truthfully, I know I’m not. Although I may tend to see the glass as half empty, I like to think that I can be optimistic when the time calls for it though.

I can be a hardass but I can also be a complete and total push-over. Once you get closer to me you’ll find out that I’m not all that being on my own makes me out to be. In all honesty, who I am to others and how I act to them really depends on who they are to me and how they treat me. If you undermine my ability or my thoughts then you're as good as over with me. Just for future reference. That may be a result from my pride though. My pride is my downfall, so please... PLEASE do not insult me or else it shall end badly for both you and I.

The last thing I really think you should know is that I've gained a vicious series of trust issues over the years because of being abandoned when I was much smaller. All I know now was taught to me by myself and by watching the others who I would travel with for small bouts of time in order for safety or the ability to progress to different areas. I'll travel anywhere and back again in search of something, anything. I'm not sure what I'm looking for yet, but when I find it I'll let you know.

This time is ours.
If I could hold this moment in my hands I'd stop the world from moving, I'd stop the clocks from turning::
It felt as if cold fingers were sliding cruelly down his spine, making his muscles seize and his weight to shift warily from foot to foot. There had to be something wrong that was making him this restless, otherwise Niko would have been meandering about like usual. There was a certain amount of... unease among the plants that was making the young wolf panic. Internally of course, it wasn't in his repertoire to let others, even plant life, to see him shaft around with angst. He refused to look weak in front of others when god only knew that he wasn't as strong as he wanted to be. Sadly Nicholas still had a lot to learn and no one to learn it from. He’d been left behind, forgotten by those he’d once trusted and called family.

It’s all in your head Niko, calm down. A gentle huff of a sigh was drawn from him as his feet moved one in front of the other, walk determined despite the lack of knowledge of where he was and where he was hoping to go. Pausing for a moment Nicholas bent forwards a bit to sniff that the dirt and bracken under his wide paws, eyes pressing closed as his suspicions bubbled up to the top once again. Grunting in displeasure, sheer willpower forced the silly apprehensions back down though Weakness wouldn’t be allowed right now, not while he was so alone. Forcing those wide hazel eyes to open and take in his surroundings once again, those chilling fingers clawing at the fur of his flank once again but he shrugged it of and pushed forwards.

That cruel chill was making his steps slow more and more, actions becoming more and more hesitant until he was at the point that he’d be at a complete standstill for at least ten seconds before taking another wary pace. Just nerves… just nerves because you’re tired. You’ve not slept for a while now. Find a safe place… find somewhere to hole up and sleep. Then it’ll be better… yeah… that’s what I’ll do. As the words passed through his mind Niko jerked at the crack of a branch, a guttural snarl pulling his lips back from his teeth until he heard the noise retreating from him and moving in the opposite direction in a rather fast pace. Relaxing noticeably Niko flopped back onto his haunches before letting his front paws ease forward, chest meeting the ground not long before his head. He was out.

This time is ours inside a frozen memory of us.
And we are motionless, motionless::
SIDE NOTE!!
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Looks good I like it! Make sure you make a separate account for him and that you only use character accounts for role playing, all OOC boards must be posted in with your home account, or your posts will be deleted. Good luck!